Come to the Grace

30 November 2009 @ 08:55 am

[The microphone clicks on, and there's a long period of silence before Tsukasa just... sighs.]

He left. He said he wouldn't... he said he wouldn't leave m-

[He cuts himself off.]

Guess I'm pretty much alone again...

Tags: alone, fay, voice

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20 November 2009 @ 07:30 pm

53

( Private//Hard to hack )

Tags: doumeki, fay, feelings, hackable, hikaru, i hate this place, kurogane, pretending things are all right, private, tsukasa = emoface, worried

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06 November 2009 @ 06:02 am

52

It's November...

Have I really been here eleven months already?

( Private//Unhackable )

Tags: demyx, private, unhackable

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16 October 2009 @ 01:13 am

51

[Filtered to Fay, Kurogane, and Hikaru]

When I woke up last night, I had bruises all over me. Even on my neck...

What's happening? I don't understand how a dream can make that happen.

[/Filter]

I think I'm going to take a few days off of work, if I can.

Tags: *event, *hauntings, filter, nightmares

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28 September 2009 @ 05:11 am

50 [Voice]

They're back... damn it.

I thought they had mostly stopped...

Tags: *event, *hauntings, nightmares, tired, tsukasa = emoface, voice

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14 September 2009 @ 10:08 pm

49 [Voice]

I'm not a damn princess!

[Frustrated sigh.]

What the hell is it with me and... castles?

Tags: angry, bowser, not the inverted castle, theta bitter fantasy mirror world

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04 September 2009 @ 04:45 pm

48

Fay, Kurogane, I'll be back as soon as I can.

Mireille, come with me. You can cast ice spells, right?

Anyone else who can cast spells, especially ice or water spells... we should probably get together to help fight the fire. I think a bunch of us are meeting up at White Fang.

Tags: *drought, *event, fay, kurogane, magic, mireille, white fang

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17 August 2009 @ 10:58 am

47

... I missed Shichigatsu Bon. Even if that's the local Bon...

Well, if this calendar is right, Hachigatsu Bon ends today. Even if we return home right when we left...

Toro Nagashi would be tonight... I wonder if I can find a paper lantern or two...

[[ooc; Bon Festival. TsunTsun loev Mama. ... And misses Macha. :( ]]

Tags: bon festival, i'm late i'm late!, memories, mother, worried

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09 August 2009 @ 03:24 am

46

... They're all gone.

Mm. It's quieter now. Good.

~~Was that - no. It couldn't have been.~~

[[ooc; Strikes hard to hack.]]

Tags: *event end, *fourth wall, older me wtf, tired

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06 August 2009 @ 01:21 am

45

... The tavern and the clinic are going to have me working overtime, I think.

Ugh.

Tags: *event, *fourth wall, clinic, tavern, work, you all are crazy

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01 August 2009 @ 02:43 pm

44

I haven't been checking the network as much as I used to. I've been busy with both jobs, so I haven't had as much time as I usually do.

Still... hm.

Mireille, you still want to go to that dungeon, right?

Tags: dungeon, mireille, work

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18 July 2009 @ 06:46 am

43

Mmm. Mireille, just...

You can take Fay's room for the moment, I guess.

I want to take a walk, but I don't ~~want to~~ think I should go out alone right now.

( Private//Unhackable//Viewable to Fay )

[[ooc; Strikes = deleted.]]

Tags: fay, feelings, filter, fragile, mireille, private, raise your hand if you're bitter, selfish people, tsukasa = emoface, unhackable

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11 July 2009 @ 02:11 am

42 [Voice]

I've been feeling a little better, I guess. I've been drawing a bit more.... some of it isn't turning out how I want it to, though.

I'm kind of frustrated about this. It's...

Mm.

It's a little scary. Whenever I just randomly doodle, the same stuff keeps popping up over and over.

Tags: drawing, fragile, leave me alone, tsukasa = emoface, voice

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04 July 2009 @ 12:31 am

41

( Private//Easily Hackable )

I think I need to take off work for a few days or something. I don't feel good at all...

Tags: *event, *eyes/ph, fragile, hackable, i hate this place, leave me alone, mental breakdown, nightmares, paranoia, private, school, sick, sleep, tired, tsukasa = emoface

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29 June 2009 @ 01:37 am

40

... Hm.

Who runs the clinic?

Tags: clinic, job?, magic, work

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24 June 2009 @ 11:47 pm

39

[Filtered from Mireille//Unhackable]

Um... I need someone to help. I need a girl to help me drag Mireille to the bathhouse. She hasn't had a bath since she got here.

... Failing that, Demyx, can you help me wash her off? Not in the bathhouse. Her clothes would get wet, though...

[/Filtered//Unhackable]

Tags: filter, i am totally responsible, mireille, momma!tsukie, unhackable

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22 June 2009 @ 09:19 pm

38

[Private to Lockon//Unhackable]

... I'm sorry about that, Lockon... I just...

Thanks.

[/Private to Lockon//Unhackable]

[Private to self//Unhackable]

At least... I know I'm a real person now. He must have seen when I was...

[/Private//Unhackable]

I can control when I'm invisible now. So at least that's good.

Tags: *event, *power loss/gain, data drain, existential crisis, false memories, filter, invisible, lockon, memory problems, pretending things are all right, private, unhackable

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20 June 2009 @ 03:22 am

37 [Voice]

[Tsukasa's voice is trembling, but also angry.]

That hurt. He bit me. Why the hell did he bite me?

I'm kind of dizzy...

Also I'm um. Invisible now. I don't know how to turn it off... my clothes are invisible, too, I think. It's really weird...

Tags: *event, *power loss/gain, angry, cyrus/akagi, derp, goddammit cyrus/akagi, hurt, i is not noms, invisible, ow ow dammit ow, people suck, voice, you all are crazy

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16 June 2009 @ 09:27 pm

36

( Private//Hard to hack//Unhackable to Mireille )

At least that's over. ... Did everyone make it home all right?

Macha keeps crawling onto my lap whenever I'm sitting down. Silly kitten...

Maybe I'll take a walk before work. Or... Hikaru, can I come visit you again, since I had to leave early last night?

Tags: *event end, hackable, hikaru, kitten, logging off, mireille, no longer data, pretending things are all right, private, this isn't the world..., unhackable

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13 June 2009 @ 12:24 am

35 [Voice]

[Sometime early in the morning, a terminal clicks on.]

[Tsukasa's voice is very shaky and keeps fading in and out. There's also a sound like a chair creaking.]

I... oh... that... wasn't... I'm...

I'm b... back... oh...

I... I... that... [He breaks off, crying for a few moments.]

N... no... I j... I... oh...

Th... that... I...

[He takes a deep breath, and then there's a retch and a splatter as he throws up next to the terminal, before he starts crying again and the recording clicks off.]

[[ooc; :| Yeah he got his item. He also got to see how is Pyramid Head formed. Yaaaay brutal mutilation images inside his mind.]]

Tags: *event, *holders, fragile, hospital, how i get item?, how is pyramid head formed?, i hate this place, mental breakdown, pyramid head, sick, tsukasa = emoface, tsukasa = monster hunter?, voice

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